livejournal, you're boring me! i wish you would re-do your layout and make yourself classy. i will still use you though, you allow me some privacy if i'd like, shankyou for not causing anything for me in years! i want to post pretty pictures on you.

this world is spinning alright. 1000 mph. i need some structure, i'm going insane. i remember when i dreamt of having carefree days,no responsibilities. well, here i am. no school, no job, no structure. i feel like i'm floating through empty space. i just wanna smoke. my life is so messed up, but for some reason i'm okay with it. for the time ( Read more... )

sometimes things aren't what they seem ( Read more... )

off the cliff, in the ditch, done.

i'm a fucking tool. i can't comprehend how much we can fuck ourselves over just by thinking. i need to throw up.

my eyes are always so closed and nothings clear.. i let myself go. i need to get back on the right path. i need to get my mind where my mind should be and let the negative walk by.

drove to school with kevin and kelly. first period i left and had my mom get me. came home, cleaned my room, washed the floors, vaccumed, did some laundry, crawled in bed and slept until one. having some people over after school will be so nice. i'm excited to hang out with kevin on his birthday! i hope everyones having a nice day. this weather is ( Read more... )

i'm going back into my hating everything and everyone mode. shit.

i love my new friends, and my old friends, and my friends that are just friends. i can't wait until every day is a new adventure and nights turn into mornings like no ones business.

i want to go watch the sunset next to the providence river then stay out all night/ spend all our money, run out of gas, never go home, fall in love with the earth and everything it does for me and my body. i cut my fringe today, i just woke up and it looks terrible. but it's okay once i shower and stuff. cya!