Its incredible, how I find this thing. I spent my night wondering back on most of the decisions I've made thus far in my life. Surprisingly, this assessment wasn't made in Miami, where I typically find myself wanting or lacking in some way. Thus far, I'm come to the conclusion that I allow myself to be, almost exclusively, in abusive relationships ( Read more... )

Well, well. What is this thing? I guess I was lead back here by a comment from a now estranged individual. Its funny, because I still am not entirely sure who it is. Theres obviously one person I'd hope it would be, and one I'm scared of it being. I've already tried to compare IPs and all, but I guess it wouldn't make very much sense for them to ( Read more... )

Fuck this shit.

I am beyond retirement. I can retire from retirement at this point.

Esteban smells like chlorine, which only reminds me how long its been since I've been in, or even seen a pool. I guess I don't have a lot going on right now, right? Not upset. Pretty good, I think. Pretty content, too.

Prom sucked, lets be real. But I've got high- ( Read more... )

So, I decided not to sleep tonight. I've spent the night awake watching some old TV shows and taking photos. I miss Boy Meets World sometimes ( Read more... )

What I want to know is how the fuck its 1:00 already.

Part two of inquiry:

When my body is going to stop self destructing.

Fuck, man. I need to actually get some sleep.

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I feel genuinely good about my life. I just spent the past hours shopping for families who have lost everything in a fire. These families have been adopted by our school, and the children are extremely underpriviledged. Not only do their families regularly not have enough money to purchase any sort of Christmas presents for them, but some of them ( Read more... )

I pretty much need to go to the Kansas City Art Institute.

And for all you hookers, it is definately not a cornfield.


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So,
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The National Foundation for the Advancement of the Arts decided they wanted to give me a hundred dollars for submitting a last minute portfolio. :D