i just don't understand why no one gets how much i really hate being alone.

i hate not knowing where i'll be a year from now. it's always bothered me, for as long as i can remember. so the only way around it is i make up scenarios ( Read more... )

one door closes & another one opens, right? i have 25.5 transferable credits at this moment, therefore i cannot apply to any UC's yet & i have to transfer as a sophmore, which means i get to do college in 5 years, rather than 4. i am not too bummed about either though. i really don't want to go to any UC's, i'd rather be at my other schools (i have ( Read more... )

today was a good day. i finally broke that monday-thursday routine i was begining to hate ( Read more... )

some days, like today, there is not an ounce of me that wants to do homework. i hate day like this, & yet at the same time, i secretly love them.

i've been daydreaming a lot lately. and it's never been about the same thing, or anything that is really important. i generally go from one thought to the other. this morning for example, i was driving to school and i began thinking about a song i was listening to, then i started thinking about the homework that i have to do tonight, which led me ( Read more... )

i reallyyy don't want to apply to colleges.
i have a serious issue with rejection.

i knew that if i was in LA last night i would have been up super late, so last night i tried to stay up, even though i am still in santa barbara. sadly i only made it til 1 am, even though my roommate who always goes to be before me was still out ( Read more... )

today has been a livejournal worthy day... in other words: it's been one of those days ( Read more... )

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