i  guess i could post, let you know im alive, even though im sure youd hear if i died. but im close ( Read more... )

 "For every win, someone must fail.. there comes a point when, we we exhale..."

waitin to exhale. but we can't win them all. and if someone is happy, and im not.. thats okay. Im mature enough to understand that i have good things in my life, and i have people who will support me, and i have a family that i love unconditionally, and we all have our ( Read more... )

ohhhhh goodness.
is it sad that the only thing that keeps me sane these days is Sex and the City, Solitaire and coffee.

..well @ least i have 3 things.

and yet everything always finds it's way. 
give it all time, and it gets better. my life has just proved that over and over. 
however remembering that all the time is the hard part.. but what can you do..?!
not everything is perfect, but im pretty content. more then i was 3 weeks ago, and it just keps getting better and better. so in another 3 weeks, ( Read more... )

i get to this point in my life every once and a while.. so bare with me ( Read more... )

tomorrow decides my fate.

...well, my fate will be handed to someone tomorrow. 
and i am not too worried about it. kinda kinda. kinda.

and be excited because right now, my life couldn't be more perfect... well, i mean, right this very moment, it could be because i could have this stupid application done and turned in.. but right now, it is perfect. 
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Two things i hate...

When my hair smells like outside after being outside a good part of the day.. gross.

When the bums @ school are "blind" and they use their seeing eye sticks to beat people and almost trip you.. well no. they RUN YOUR ASS OVER all the time.  like today, for example.
the 'blinders'.. as i call them.
... and then they bark as your ( Read more... )

we got our new puppy!!!!!!

she's gorgeous.

ive decided i really hate the winter..
it is all routine and i can't get out of it no matter how hard i try.
and i feel that i am just more able to think freely in the summer..

but i love christmas time.

i think it is the hardest thing for me to make up my mind.. no joke. 

so.. i have a date tonight.

im excited.