Did you see "V for Vandetta?" There was a part in it where Natalie Portman cried that she couldn't feel anything and I almost cried at that part because I have always known that feeling where you can't feel anything, yet it hurts. I think that for me it is because things in the past have hurt so much that I try to to feel them, but they hurt anyway. Recent particular events have led me to feel this way and it sucks. I truly can't feel anything. This past week I have been existing, not living and it seriously hurts so fucking much.
No, I've never seen that. I know what you mean. If I must be honest, I basically live in a state of numbness interspersed with periods of overwhelming emotion. I'm sorry you feel this way. I have felt it many a time, and I hope it gets better for you. *hug*
Did you have a particularly bad childhood? You shouldn't have to feel that weight. If you had a "normal" childhood or life in general, it could be chemical and I really do believe chemical imbalances exist. I don't like the ideas of therapists writing perscriptions for people they barely know, but in some cases, I know it really does help. I guess what I am trying to say is that you really don't have to feel like this.
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I'm sorry you feel this way. I have felt it many a time, and I hope it gets better for you. *hug*
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