this journal is friends only to keep away the freaks and drama...

I am not dead.

Not a whole lot going on. I am pretty content with my life right now and happy where I am at. I was going to go to the batting cages today, but I fell asleep :(. Lunch tomorrow with Erin and then maybe a date with a very sexy person in the evening :). It's getting toward the end of July...Christ, this summer is going by fast. I am going to try ( Read more... )

I am finally feeling better as of last night and my heart doesn't ache anymore. I love my mother, she has been amazing. My friends and family have just been incredile. I am keeping myself busy and happy. I made a lot of phone calls today to fill the week up with things to do and I am going camping and I am going to Ferndale for a bit (aka gay ( Read more... )

Emotionally, I could not feel worse and physically, I feel like absolute shit.

I can't feel anything, yet it hurts so much.

I just wanted to congratulate Allison and her new job! I am so happy for you that you get to work with food. However, you are kind of clumsy, so whatever you do, make sure that you don't trip while carrying a tray and then fly into the aquarium while busting it open so that all the water drains out, the fish die and customers fall on their asses ( Read more... )

I have been listening to a lot of music and I wish I could write music to express myself...damn...damn, I miss that kiss that always tasted like the sweetest thing I have ever tasted and that made my whole body tingle...damn...damn, I miss you...damn damn damn...DAMMIT ( Read more... )

drink bubble tea and become less of a bitch?

While driving to school, I saw a fabulous bumper sticker which said, "question reality." I feel that everyone is entitled to their own beliefs, but it's when people don't question things and explore other options before deciding what they feel is true, that bothers me. The thought of living in a society where no one questions anything to the ( Read more... )