I don't think I can take care of myself anymore.

Always But Not Forever ( Read more... )

It's my BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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I'm going home to Orillia. It's going to be a tough two days.

Do me a favour? Next time you see me, give me a hug. I need to know that people love me, and that physical affection isn't poisonous.

Thanks for listening. And telling my story.

It means much. You're a special person.

I've only been able to tell 3 people and my psychiatrist ( Read more... )

And afterall, you're my wonderwall....

I'm so tired. I've been sleeping all day and I'm still so tired!

I haven't been out drinking like last night in a long long long time. It was fun, but I'm in pain today. No more booze marathons on these drugs.

Tonight I do believe I'm curling under blankets and watching twin peaks....and possibly singin' in the rain.

blarg.

We are grayscale.

And that is why tonight I felt like I didn't exist.

There's a thunderstorm. It's March. I'm not sure how I feel about this. I love thunder storms. Nature doesn't give you choices. You don't have to make decisions.

Today I go back to work. I'm nervous. I forget how to like my job. I forget how to have fun in public.

The air is heavy and I can feel it's weight on my chest.