after reading random others' posts on fb, i have to take a step back and wonder:  why am i so hard on myself ( Read more... )

i know i should know better. but that offers little when it comes down to it.

why the fuck do i care so much?

feeling huge. i just want to eat without all the bullshit.

don';t wanna be mad at others for caring......

at the same tme, just leave me alone....

does that make sense?

i hope you're happy. i'm getting fat just for you

uniting my passion for activism and nerdery, these guys are awesome lol

http://www.urlesque.com/2010/07/23/comic-con-westboro-baptist-church-counterprotest-signs/

k, i'm pissed beyond rational, coherent thought so i'm just going to let it all spill out as it sees fit ( Read more... )

gah.

finding it hard to soften the tone of my letter! i'm so used to having to write to demonstrate my brain muscle and not my interpersonal/social love muscle...

i do that better in person (i hope....lol starting to doubt myself).

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Since the age of twelve I have been certain that I would pursue a ( Read more... )

thought i'd balance out the last post, which was despairing over the obstacles i have had to face this last year, with the observation that although this year has been rough, i have also been blessed with an unusual amount of small miracles. by this i mean that in the last years, i have faced a lot of adversity but at the same time been saved by a ( Read more... )

....and my circumstances have just officially sucker-punched me.

lost ALL my notes for my indigeneity class before i could study them for the final i have tomorrow.

srsly...fml.

i am unbelievably pissed right now.

what a shitty year this has been for me, mentally, spiritually, and physically.

just need to get this out of my head ( Read more... )

remind me not to read comments posted in response to articles published by Yahoo!. they always get me so riled up (like any other online messageboard forum ever has ( Read more... )