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Feb 05, 2010 18:49

 i know this is random but iv wanted to post a pic of me for a while as i have recently gone blonde and also i know its nice to know what someone looks like when your talking to them online! i guess i was just afraid before ... i still am kinda!
but here goes ...

me )

rachael

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mini91 February 5 2010, 21:41:19 UTC
thank you sweetie, thats made me smile <3

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catlinthewhale February 5 2010, 23:19:29 UTC
Babe, you are BEAUTIFUL, so tiny and gorgeous. So so tiny. PLEASE be careful, love!!

I wish you could see it. *hug*

<3<3<3

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mini91 February 5 2010, 23:30:40 UTC
awwww baby, thank you <3 <3

i wish i could too, but its soo lovely to hear it.

i asked one of my friends today ''tell me the truth, be honest, am i fat? because when i look in the mirror, all i see is fat.''

and her face just fell, and she was like you really just see fat?
and i was like yes.
i think she was confused but from this, i almost think she understood why iv done all that iv done.
and she told me i was too thin and that people had commented that i used to be 'fit' and now im 'skinny'

i prefer 'skinny' - i know thats bad but im sure you know what i mean!

how's your day been anyway sweetie? xoxo

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catlinthewhale February 6 2010, 00:16:15 UTC
I know how you feel, sadly. All I can see when I look in the mirror is fatness and failure. It makes me so.... I'm not sure I even have the right word.

I know what you mean about the fit vs skinny. I would definitely prefer skinny too. I know it's messed up thinking, but yep...I know 100% what you mean.

My day has been alright, despite the crummy weather we've been having here. Lots of rain and cold. I looked a bit ridiculous today because I wore a huge huge hoodie to my classes. Nah, scratch "a bit" I KNOW I looked ridiculous. But I didn't really care...I was warm!

<3<3

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mini91 February 6 2010, 00:31:17 UTC
thanks for understanding doll <3

and your hoodie sounds divine, i loveee wrapping up warm despite looking silly.
my school is like one big fashion show but some days when im feeling down and just want to hide myself, i'll go in with a hoodie and joggers and my uggs and just curl up somewhere!
so dont worry, i know exactly how you feel. some days its just not important what you look like and you'd rather by warm and comfy :)

xoxo

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jeongyunsgirl February 6 2010, 04:03:10 UTC
hot :)

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