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i know this is random but iv wanted to post a pic of me for a while as i have recently gone blonde and also i know its nice to know what someone looks like when your talking to them online! i guess i was just afraid before ... i still am kinda!
but here goes ...
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progress
so i am happier today, about time rachael ( Read more... ) -
thank you
to everyone who commented on my post yesterday, i was extremely down and to have all of your support and kind words just meant the world, so thank you ( Read more... ) -
i don't know what to do anymore
i just feel like im in a hole and there is no possible way out ( Read more... ) -
and now im hungry ...
apart from my b/p this morning of stupid cereal
i havent eaten anything and wasn't hungry until my dad started cooking...
my dad insisted i have something of what he was cooking even though he knows i dont eat what he eats
but he said he'd especially not cooked meat so we could have the same meal!
so i have a bowl with one fish cake (its pretty big) ( Read more... ) -
feeling better <3
so woke up happy, but as i home alone i had 3 bowls of cereal with skim milk and then spend 40 mins purging :(
so then i got all dolled up, black jeans (that are looser than last week :)) white top/blouse a little black cardi, my silver jewellery and my new shoes.
and went to the super market, yes i wore 6 inch heels to the super market!
bought hair ( Read more... ) -
down another pound ..
okay so that puts me at 118lbs and 5'7 ( Read more... ) -
why are good things always spoilt?
today has really upset me, maybe more angry. i dont know ( Read more... )
