okay so since my last post

i had a can of heinz tomato soup - 226 cals
and then purged because i was having such a good low cal day.

and since have had a cup of tea w/o sugar - 5 cals (skim milk)
and half a fat free peach yoghurt - 36cals

so before it was 69cals then i had tea with sugar - 50 cals
so that 119cals
and then the 5 and 36 so thats 160 cals.
i ( Read more... )

 so before i went back to college to help my law teacher i had a small b/p episode
so i felt like crap last night, and couldn't face college today

my law teacher just rang and asked if i was okay because i seemed fine last night ...
so iv decided that im going to tell her everything. the last thing i want is for her to think im slacking and missing ( Read more... )

okay so i didnt gain, i may have even lost a pound or so but with these dial scales i just cant tell!

so wasn't too let down although im still angry at myself.

have to go to college at in an hour. 
iv been there all day (which i never do because i hate it)
and now i have to help my law teacher untill 8pm. yay  3hours.

food wise?
a can of veg soup - 170 ( Read more... )

 okay so was 122lbs yesterday and down 2lbs today so 120.

so why do i feel worse?

i spoke to a guy friend today, he is also on prozac
but his is for his depression
however, he still understands.
i hadn't told him about it before so it was a relief not to have someone say ''im so sorry you've been dealing with this. i don't know what to say''
and instead ( Read more... )

 okay, so i said i would post my stats and my story so here goes ...

Basically, been suffering with an ED for over 2 years, around 2 and a half years but when i look back there were signs earlier. like wanting to be the thinnest in my ballet class when i was 5!

Last year was forced to the doctor weighing 100lbs, im 5'7.  anorexic. 
And was sent home ( Read more... )

ate (cant say binge, was about 400 cals) and purged once
then felt better

then ate and purged again
on the same food
in the space of a few hours.

why do i do this?
ahhhh dont want to feel like this.

 heyy
used to go by rachhh05 which i will still be usuing from time to time but i thought
new start, new journal.

tried to add everyone i had on my other account,

hope your all okay.

i'll post my stats, pictures, my story ect shortly.

add me :) x