blahh

[mini91]

ate (cant say binge, was about 400 cals) and purged once
then felt better

then ate and purged again
on the same food
in the space of a few hours.

why do i do this?
ahhhh dont want to feel like this.

Comments

[chelsedie]

im sorry hun...you will get this uncontrol thou!
*hugs*

[mini91]

thanks babe,
i just hate being my own worst enemy ya knoww?

like yesterday i couldnt start the car, which wasnt even my fault, but i told my self that i had failed and was shit

and today im like why was i so hard on myself over that? but im just doing it again!

hope your okay xo

[chelsedie]

o i totaly understand!!

i am doin ok...thnx!

the day will get better hun...don't let it get u down! xo

[lilly8]

*hugs* totally been there this wkend, sucks. hope you feel better soon babes,, i'm sure you will. sending lots of happy thoughts your way :D x

[mini91]

aww thank you :)
just went to the super market, bought lots of fruit and veg
newest love - blueberries 57 cals per 100g which is loadss for that little cals :)

and finally getting some work whilst my hair is dying blonder so im a little uplifted even though my throat still hurts ...

hope your okay, sending happiness to you also xo

[chelsedie]

aha i adore blueberries.....they are so good for u too!!!!

[mini91]

i knoww
iv stocked up with blueberries, mangos and tons of celery and peppers to eat raw
and also loads of tuna, half a can is only 72 cals and theres loads in a can
oo and weightwatchers soup

i know your on a liquid fast and doing really well so im sooory if my blabbing about food triggers anything
xo