It wasn't really the shock of learning who his father was that upset Ben the most - it was the fact that he could have known back when he was eight and there was now all these years lost for both of them that had him almost wishing he hadn't been told at all.

Left a good job in the city,
Working for The Man every night and day,
And I never lost one minute of sleeping,
Worrying 'bout the way things might have been.
Proud Mary - Credence Clearwater RevivalThe flashbulbs and the bright lights were commonplace in the life of Boaz Ramone. He wore his sunglasses almost all the time to deaden the little white ( Read more... )

Ben was excited to have a football game on the day after Christmas. Lisa and Dean decided to split up, and while Dean went to watch Ben play his game, she took Alec off to the malls to look at the after holiday sales ( Read more... )

The thing Ben loved most about waking up Christmas morning was the feeling of being snuggled up under the covers with his hands around Anna. It had been over half a year now since his kidnapping, and he was back to normal for the most part. Some things had changed though, and Anna and the rest of his family had taken to his new little nuances and ( Read more... )

It's strange. I have a lot of friends that I barely know, and I still find myself sitting on my couch on a Saturday night doing absolutely nothing. So it makes me wonder if it's just me, or do I just need more friends?

It wasn't like he needed a reason to kiss Anna - but the headband with the mistletoe hanging in the air above his head was too good to pass up to help solicit a night of playful kisses between them.

Ben is completely shocked, awed and humbled that people voted for him in the arpea_awards. Not only that, but that there are friends who are not part of his everyday playbox who would vote for him. Though he is worried about people stalking him now LOL!

So from the bottom of his little muse heart, both as his kid and adult versions, he says thank you.


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Post your three favorite fics of all time you have written for your muse. Give links, a 1-2 sentence summary, and any current season spoilers/warnings that you might need for new readers ( Read more... )

The apartment was only two weeks old, and already Ben had to clean it up. His mother and Sam had helped him get some furniture for the one bedroom, but he had his own space and it felt good. Of course, he was also living up to the single male sterotype and the place was trashed almost immediately with take-out cartons and dirty clothes ( Read more... )

No one said that being a Winchester was going to be easy; but as he sat in the hospital window and looked out over the city as he tried to get his mind back together, Ben was starting to realize that there were days he missed being just a Braeden.