it's been a loooooong ass time.
I think that I will post here instead of xanga from now on. I stopped posting in xanga for good. We had a good 2003-2008 relationship, but those days are over. LJ is a bit more private for me.

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On Father's day, June 18th, I lost a very special person in my life, and in the lives of others. Christopher Steven Dothage was an amazing brother, son, and friend..he will not be forgotten. I can't write too much about this right now, because the pain of him not being here is overwhelming. All I have to say is, Chris, you were truly wonderful in ( Read more... )

There are some people in this life that, despite the fact that it is immoral and evil to murder anyone, deserve to die. Shirley-Phelps Roper of the Westboro Baptist Church, deserves such. This woman and her "church" spew hatred for homosexuals and the United States. Their church is made up of 100 people, 80% which is their own immediate family. Her ( Read more... )

college is wonderful. I am growing. you probably know I dont go here anymore except to comment on others sites...www.myspace.com/melbelle87 or www.xanga.com/pim_05

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sometimes. I miss who I used to be.

where I used to be.
who my friends were.
everything's changing.

much better :)
I think the phase passed.

Tomorrow is a midterm. GROSS

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I hate this feeling

Things are coming together again. I have learned how to pick up the peices by myself and must do so. I was laying in my bed, just letting the emotional pain take over all of me when I decided "fuck it, I HAVE the decision to get my ass out of this bed and go do something good for myself...I HAVE the choice to be happy". And I went to the gym and ( Read more... )

I regret to say that this week has been one of the most stressful of my life. I spent the entire time freaking out over two large papers and a speech, I think the papers went ok. The speech did not. I spent the night before conversing with Lauren and Casey, as I kept being so upset and crying over the most ridiculous things. Ya know, those "once in ( Read more... )

I just wanted too much...