wahoo! im finally back! for good. god how i need this place. ive not been doing well, altho recently have managed to shrink my stomach, or have become numb to being hungry. i just have to stop the emotional eating which is hard to break.

i lov u all so much and hope you are doing well

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du du duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu *tries to avoid doing revision by coming on lj*

hope my girls are doing good and are feeling good. especially erin, hope yr feeling better <333

i just set new goals. one means ill have to burn off a pound a day! ha! :s hmm. im hopin my metabolism isnt fucked up too bad, BUT if i eat little, like 100-300 cals a day and burn off 1500 in the gym ... that to what i burn off anyway could make me reach that right!?!? plus a major fast a couple of days prior to the date ...

hmm. ponders idea .

hmmm. im mad. so my brother is getting married in may, and my sister and my two brothers are both going with their respective b/gfriends. my invitation was not me +1 it was just me. so i go to my dad, what am i supposed to do all day not knowing anyone? and he was like well ull kno the family! and he asked if i could have a friend just so i wasnt ( Read more... )

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comment and illbe sure to add ya!

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breakfast: apple 80
Lunch: soup, rice cakes, apple 280
total: 360 +/- okay so thats 140 under my limit for today. have to do it! im on a roll currently. im gonna show them all.

after the longest time i feel like i am back on track again for the first time in ages. lets hope i can keep it up! <333

thank u erin for compiling these, hoe u dont mind me posting them on my personal lj. i really need them right now.

thank u honey <333 ( Read more... )

drastic measures. well not so drastic. but it is kinda stupid. im gonna fake ill for the next three days. maybe 5. thatmeans being alone in my room for however long, not eating, excersisng secretly. just being with my thoughts. not a good idea right now. but hey. i have to be skinny by friday. im going to see my friend in another country. and i ( Read more... )

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