I am for the first time in my life fearing the loss of my sanity. Like clinically. Chemically and all that uncontrollable shit. Too much stress. I really hope i can make it through before i start talking to people who arent there.

Livejournal is a funny thing if your a funny person.

Life was easier then. Not as much at stake. Thats why.

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I have a feeling that the state in which i woke up today; broke, without smokes, and with a splitting fucking headache, is indicative of how this year is going to go.

Well, the only way i can really do this is ( Read more... )

You know that feeling you get, like a few minutes before your car runs out of gas. That "hmm, i dont think im gonna make it." goes through your head. Your just waiting for the peddle to hit the floor but your RPM's to drop. Thats how I feel right now. Its pretty fantastic. Oh and another thing. I'm going to start lying my balls off when people ask ( Read more... )

Escapism. Needs to be...
Fused, con:
Progress! How?
Hmm. If you know. I will extract that shit up out your brain.

But, rebound = over. Insert ish? But, how bout for realz this time? Maybe? Jeezus fucking Christ. I mean fucking come on.
~Minion
~/~Kevin

So my best friends are killing themselves. I am socially destroying myself. And the one person I could to turn to in this situation is no longer in my life. I wish there was somebody I could blame for all of this. But frankly, its a 50/50 split between bad luck and my own actions. I guess you could call this a cry for help? Maybe. But the sickening ( Read more... )

PEACE THE FUCK OUT. HAVE A nice life? Bye.