stuck at home again! Grandma was gone for a good 2 hours. I blasted my music while she was gone. SHE'S BACK!
Gotta lower my volume. Old BITCH!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Bored!
Jeff's a Dick!!!!!!!
Dillon's a DICK!!!!!!
and I'm gonna go drink some more Cafine!!!

hehehehehehehe! wow! so much to say..... so little enthusiasm. so gona go.

Went to the concert... had a great time. Umm! Hate Lou. Find him false and a complete poser.(that's repulsive by the way)
I met Larry by the way. That was definently a highlight. I had no idea he knew about me. I want to continue being friends with him, seriously! He seems really cool and too far away. GRRRRRRR!-0

May 7th is National Self-Pleasure Day!
May 8th, mind u, mothers day, is National Out door intercourse Day!
Have fun celebrating......

I feel like a complete shit head. Yeah! that's it I'm done looking 4 guys. If I wind up hooked up then I just do. I hate myself. Truely I really hate what I'm doing to myself. I mean smoking is fun but, it's affecting me emotionally. I'm not proud of what I do I'm seriously quiting. Period. Drinking is gonna be harder, but lately I've been limiting ( Read more... )

There's a mew quy in my life. His names Tylor. He's basically perfect with his sexy orgasmic Emoness. I see him every day. havn't talked to him much cause all we do is stare at each other in the hall, and flert like crazy in a pukeish way when where alone. The problem is, I cant stop thinking about him. Grrrrrrrrrrrr! Shut up brain ( Read more... )

I'm in careers and I'm happy!!!!!!!!
I'm staying after school to see Robert. Dont know why. I guess its because he's a sexy bastrerd and he's completrely fuckable!@!!!
I'm high with happiness!

I am so bored!!!! I've been siting at home with nothing to to for the passed 2 days. AAAAAAAHHHHHH! I cant wait till next week!

After a long, hard winding road of fucked up relationships that last at the most a week. I've noticed that I am still lonely. So I came up with a solution ( Read more... )

Josh asked me out this morning. Course I said no. He was going to give me a bar too, ran out though. I'm glad he did. I'm so fucking fucked up today. Depression wares me out.
Why do guys have to be such fucking pricks....... All he needed to do was call for like 30 secounds. I hate when people lie! I was asleep any way. Fuck! I'm such an idiot.