john might not make it home tomorrow... x mas is monday... he better get here before then :(

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My Little shit head of a brother moved back on monday... exciting.. nope. i miss being the only one in the house. I take him to school in the morning and i pick him up in the afternoon. but soon he is going to have to find a differnt way home in the afternoon because I GOT A NEW JOB ( Read more... )

i go to colorado tomorrow!!

IM trying to pack for colorado... i leave on thursday ( Read more... )

i know i have lost contact with a lot of people.. well everyone for that matter. i really dont talk to anyone anymore but its not because i dont want to i would love to still talk to everyone and still feel like i had all my friends.. or any friends.. but i really dont have time to pick up a phone anymore. i am working 2 jobs now. i worl at the ( Read more... )

john leaves on wednesday morning for colorado. Today was my last day to see him. it sucks so bad. all i have been doing is crying. i tried to clean my room to keep my mind off of things butevery where i look is a picture of him.. or something that reminds me of him..hell my tv is on ...because of him ( Read more... )

i got a tattoo when i was in florida..
 it tickled a lot.


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i took a couple of days off of work to come down to florida to see friends and family ( Read more... )

i want to go out on a boat ( Read more... )