I don't really know where to start, because the last I wrote, things were a lot different. Like everyone says, life is a rollercoaster, and it seems like mine has gone downhill again. As corny as that sounds, it seems true right now. Me and mike had this big argument about religion. Seems like I can overlook any other "flaw" in a guy, but that one ( Read more... )

I love being able to just sink myself into his hug and have all the stress of the week just melt away. It's indescribable that feeling of being held by someone who truley cares so much about you. I never thought I'd find someone who thinks of my needs/wants higher than they think of their own. My dad always told me that whoever I was going to be ( Read more... )

I really just want a girl friend. It sounds so pathetic, but I miss it. I miss girl nights... talking on the phone! All the little things... you can't confide some things you want to talk about with guys. You just can't. I mean, Britton means the world to me and he's by far been the best friend I've got down here.... but I just want a girl to hang ( Read more... )

Did I ever mention that I really, really, want to start my own animal shetler? Well, now you know.

The idea is sounding more and more legitimate the more I fail my math tests. And you know what that means? Can someone say failing veterinary school? Who knows... maybe that whole path isn't right for me.

Well not much has happened since I last wrote in here. Mike came for the last weekend before he went to his commercial diving school. He left a few hours ago, and I already miss the hell out of him. It sucks that we're only going to be able to see eachother on the weekends. But, you have to do what you have to do. And I know it'll be over with in 6 ( Read more... )

Things I would like to achieve before I turn 25 (hopefully sooner than that ( Read more... )

I've never felt like this before. It's so, unexplainably weird? When I get up in the morning I feel like my whole body is full of hanging weights. And yet, at the same time, feel like I'm made up of nothing; like my insides are hollow. My neck is killing me to no end, and sometimes when I get up I feel like puking and my head is pulsing. And it ( Read more... )

Despite everything I've tried to make myself think... I miss Joe.

So a lot has happened since I last wrote. First off, me and Mike are fine. We're actually doing a lot, LOT better. I don't know how it happened, but the whole me and Joe thing just faded out. After I left from Nikki's wedding, we just stopped talking. And eventually me and Mike started talking again and he apologized for acting irrational and we ( Read more... )

I don't feel like writing a huge paragraph about what just went down. So here's another bulleted entry ( Read more... )