JK. That would totally suck. For the record, if you wanna find out what a pathetic, sappy whiney little girl I was before I started college, check out my old LJ under SuperDanica ( Read more... )

Besides, I've been keeping up (sorta) in my real journal. I can't believe it's December... Tomorrow is my very own "Affirmation Night." I get to sit a a table with a bunch of other people while they tell me how wonderful I am or what I've done to influence their life... I don't wanna be a pessimist, and this is probably a self-defense mechanism, ( Read more... )

One of the most frustrating qualities God has blessed me with is this heightened sensitivity to His will. You would think every Christian wants this, that every being who aches to connect with a Higher Power would pray for this kind of intimate relationship. I am not better or closer or even necessarily set apart from the rest of the world for God ( Read more... )

It's so hard not to write. I like getting feedback, there's so much to talk about, but journals are emotional and I don't think that my number one viewer could handle it right now... too easy to misconstrue situations. Boy, I miss him. I wish I could just tell him right to his face... ugh, I dunno why I hurt right now, I had great day. I guess I ( Read more... )

I'm still going to have to discontinue this journal for now since it seems to cause too many problems and too many heart aches due to confusion... bummer but it's not worth the risk anymore... so I guess you'll just have to email me and find out what's going on! I'd love to get emails, or MAIL for that matter ( Read more... )

For all the times we've been through and all the love we shared and all the explaining I've done you still don't know me, do you Eric? How could write such hateful things? How could you assume such rediculous circumstances? You know, what I feel now for any guy is not far off from whatever I was thinking all the time, no matter when! I thought I ( Read more... )

his place is amazing! It'sgreen and friendly and beautiful and the weather is fantastic and the people here are the most interesting and wonderful and spiritual people I've ever encountered! I love it here! I can't believe it was my last choice when the year started ( Read more... )

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