so here i will stay. i will try to make myself dream to get by, if i can remember how. it seems there is no time to dream anymore. my daydreams are far and few between and when i catch myself having one i snap myself out of it, guiltily convincing myself those dreamy moments could be better spent doing something more responsible, fruitful, ( Read more... )

i'd like to think i'm levitating, but in all honesty i'm hovering.

i need to learn how to stop putting the fate of my happiness in other people's hands.

i just always end up sadder.

lu-lu loves me!

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mothafuckaaaaa.........

buhhhhhh....

life drags on, doesn't it?

it is time to go.
where will have me?

i was wondering why no words would come,
why my mind draws a blank when i try to put to paper
the way i feel; the uncertainty, the nervousness.
but i can't. there's nothing there.
create something.

ughhhhh i am so not living the life i wanna.