Hmm, sometimes people you actually like (which is not something easy to come by) do things that just bother you. Sometimes they make terrible decisions entirely contrary to their own words and if you're really lucky they directly slap you in the face in doing so. This little diddy was just in order to say, sometimes you just wanna tell a friend ( Read more... )

Everyone has been telling me to do it. family, friends... people I talk to despite not knowing all that well. And believe me i know it has to be done, I always have but i guess i was holding onto whatever it is all those other people were holding on to when i told them the same thing. It's true it's not easy to do the right thing even when you ( Read more... )

i'm in a very bad mood, i'm extremely unhappy. ANd i have to go to bed like this because I have work at 8am and that makes me more unhappy. But what can i do about it? Talk to someone? Who? Everyone i know who can give decent advice or input something worthwhile is at least as unhappy as I am half the time. My constant efforts to NOT care don' ( Read more... )

Alot of people use to ask me for advice, both directly and indirectly. Now not so much, people don't seem to seek out advice period. I use to get annoyed hearing everyone's problems, but now I somewhat wish they asked more often. People seem to just ignore everything and do whatever... there is seriously alot of stupid going on. Stupid is all ( Read more... )

What's wrong with you? Seriously, what's wrong with people? They care about the most unimportant things, I'm so tired of hearing people of ANY age, but mostly around my own, discussing their stupid problems. None of them matter, some guy you dated for a few months doesn't fucking matter... how old are you to not realize that yet? Like they talk ( Read more... )

2nd weird al concert... this time just me and john ( Read more... )

So, I work tomorrow. I got up early and called target, they said hey... orientation TONIGHT. Ok. So i went and i have my job. But strange thing is I have my first day and then 5 days off O_O. but I am making more than before! :D Though i dunno if that matters after considering the raised minumum wage. But regardless I have the job and will be ( Read more... )

Today has ended up being filled with family related drama, but that stuffs sort of personal and not things I'd like to talk about here. I myself have been doing quite fantastic, though I'm still very annoyed with target and have been told to wait yet again. I saw kyle and jessi yesterday and was suppose to see them again today for lunch but mr. ( Read more... )

Today was actually pretty great. I spent alot of time with kyle, he came in MIDDLE PLACE in his pirate tournament. HE WON STUFF! Also, I got to be Ricky Valentine alot ^^ which is always a good thing... we shot some stuff and I think it's working out rather well. AND THEN, to top everything off i went to see jessi. Garrett, her brother, sort ( Read more... )

FUCKING HELL GIVE ME A BREAK! I'm so tired of people, i'm so tired of being worn out. I can't take this shit, no one here gives a damn about me anymore... unless they need me for something. Why am I going to school on the opposite side of the state just so i can get a sub-par education? It honestly seems like people here only talk to people ( Read more... )