So much has been going on, and I feel very indifferent about everything... I just want to scream at the top of my lungs, and I dont know how much longer I will be able to keep it in

Well I definitely havnt updated in a while... but I just have been kinda busy. I think the thing that is bringing me here right now to write is because I have been having a very weird week. I dont understand why Matt and I keep arguing, and then the one time I am kidding around with him trying to do to him what he does to me when he asks a million ( Read more... )

ick, i feel like crap today

Well, my first week of school went well I would say. I ended up dropping Speech and Chemistry. I really dont have time for them. I still have english, math, Kickboxing and Marching band. Kickboxing is so awesome ( Read more... )

What a week I had. Getting up early to go to try and talk to matt, then band camp, then going to AHHS to help with Color Guard there. The good news is that I Finally finished the routine for them. Today summer and I have to go out and find stuff for their "costumes" They are suppose to be pirates! And today we need to get the costumes, fix them up ( Read more... )

So I missed the family support meeting that was actually yesterday. Whatever. The army blows. Now I know why matty is having fun, he has a gun, and he can shoot things. Im aggrivated and cant do a damn thing. I rushed around for nothing, wasted gas, and now matts dad is saying I said told him it was yesterday. BLAH! I need my grandma. I cant wait ( Read more... )

hmmm, haven't really been in the mood to write in here lately. Yesterday was my birthday, tomorrow is a family support meeting, and then monday I am going to Florida for a week. But thats all thats been going on, other than like color guard and I am starting some of the math work in the book I have. Thats all though. See ya

P.S. I LOVE MATTY!!!

Being in love with someone, has to be the most extraodinary feeling in the world. And with matt being gone, it just makes me realize how much we were meant to be together forever. Everyday is a constant reminder of how much he means to me. I love how even now he can make me laugh out loud just by reading a simple line in an email. Reminds me of a ( Read more... )

lol, I am sitting here picking through a box of nerds because I hate grape! yuck ( Read more... )

Ok so matty is in Iraq now. I'm scared. But I know he will be ok! Cause my love is like a giant shield for him! hahaha that sounded stupid. oh well. Been busy lately with babysitting, helping my mom move, cleaning, writing matty, getting stuff to send to him. But anyway, I dont really have much else to say about anything. So I guess I will write ( Read more... )