Prom was a freaken blast. I wish I took more pictures of people dancing and just people in general. I wish I danced with more people too but overall, it was awesome. I'm so glad I went.

Julie and I went to drop off my financial aid stuff at Pace. Then we ate sushi, and walked around. I wanted to find a nice light yellow hoodie and a baby pink one, so we went to Century 21. All their hoodies have some kind of graphic design on it. The ones without the graphic design were the cropped hoodies and I just want a plain hoodie. Why is it ( Read more... )

I'm rarely online anymore. I try to stay away from the computer. I try to keep myself busy with other stuff. Lately my mom has been acting like a drama queen, and a selfish, psycho bitch. To make the story short, she won't let me go away for college because she wants me at home because "everybody" will be happy that way. She told me that I'm ( Read more... )

I have drank waaaaay too many fluids today. My stomach kinda hurts from drinking so much. I've drank tons of water today, soymilk, starbucks frappucino and the double expresso. The double expresso made me kinda hyper. I'm getting a little tired now but I'm still hyper at the same time. The whole day I've been singing and dancing to the milkshake ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but I felt good today..Everything just seemed to be okay. I ate too many mini egg cakes earlier though. I have to finish my homework and do a face mask later.

I met up with my cousin and went to the gym after school today. I didn't eat enough before going to the gym though. Something about the pounding of your feet on the treadmill or the floor or whatever just feels good. It makes you forget about everything else. I wish my sneakers were for running though because there isn't enough cushion in my Puma's ( Read more... )

I have so much work to do, but I can't focus. I wish there was a jar inside me labeled "insecurities/negative energy" that I could just pull out of my body, and toss it away. It would make life so much easier. I came up with the idea to make a box and put little pieces of paper with positive messages to put inside the box. Everyday or whenever I'm ( Read more... )

I was actually in a good mood today. Today was the first day that I've actually felt okay in a while. I swear, Irina's therapy session did me some good. Adeyinka and I went to the beach after school. We got fried chicken and pie from Popeyes and we sat on the boardwalk of the beach and ate our yummy food. I think the fact that it was such a ( Read more... )

I don't know how Irina does it, but she makes you feel all tingly inside. She just knows all the right things to say. I loveeee her. She is my little Sigmund Freud.

Jess, Yinka and I went to Prospect Park after school today. We raced each other to the tire swings and Jess took pictures of us. I'm so short that I can still play on the monkey bars. Jess and Yinka tried to hoist me up so I could hang from my knees on the pull up bar, but I was freaking out because it was kinda high up and Yinka has a video of me ( Read more... )