I'M HOME.

And incredibly tired.

I half-packed earlier. I feel asleep on my floor. I have only eaten two poptarts today. It's really hot out. My two big toe nails are turning purple and are going to fall off because they got crushed by carts and feet. I have to work in two hours. I just want to go back to sleep. My sister should be getting here sometime soon (probably not). I ( Read more... )

Today sucks major cock and balls. I woke up at 830, half an hour before band practice started. It was awkward as fuck because of Schnieders. I guess he didn't check his messages last night so he thinks we're still together. He came over and sat by me. I didn't look him in the eye. I came home to my mom being a freak about me cleaning my room and ( Read more... )

So. I've been very fickle with Schnieders lately. My friends all told me that if I'm second guessing our relationship, then I should end it. I was planning on doing so tomorrow. I came home tonight and got a message on facebook from him asking about how I feel about our relationship and whatnot. He said he doesn't want to be a "filler" until I can ( Read more... )

What I said about Schnieders not being that great? That's a lie. Every time I hang out with someone other than him, I realize how much I miss him, and how wonderful he is.
I told Steve not to talk to me anymore because he's getting attached. It sucks because I like talking to him AS A FRIEND. Like, he and I went to the drive in with his friend and ( Read more... )

I guess Steve likes me.

Oh fuck!

Schnieds was very good today. He was respectful to me and just very cute. Though, I swear, sometimes his brain doesn't work. Or his ears. I get frustrated with him quite easily. We're going to see the Dark Knight tomorrow. WOOT.

We hung out with my ex (of like, three days. ahaha) Steve at the Record Shop since he works there. He and I have been ( Read more... )

I'm getting into one of those moods where i wish things were more simple. I'd love to be able to send someone a letter rather than an IM. Or call them on a phone with a cord. Or just walk over to their house to have some lemonade.
Am I weird for wanting this?
Yeah. I think I'm just weird about everything. Schnieders always says that I am weird. He ( Read more... )

Everyone loves my new hairrr! This lady who came to the Maxx even asked if I'm a model. Wtf?
I got to dance to Arcade Fire and The Shins. It's so fun to listen to music I actually like AT WORK. TJ Maxx is soooo mainstream indie.

I am craving Lost in Translation. I really should just buy that movie. I was just listening to the soundtrack. That led me ( Read more... )

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