So Schnieds' friend, Stephen (who had to tell me is bisexual) has been IMing me nonstop since Saturday. It's pissing me off. He's talking about my boyfriend, saying how he's so perfect and sexy and I'm sooooooo lucky to have him. It's really fucking creepy.
I wish Schnieds could call me while he's in Florida.

I need to stop eating late at night. It's ( Read more... )

I'm getting my senior pictures done today. I hope it goes well. I'm sure it will.

I'm going to see Wall-e again with Schnieds tonight. Things are going insanely well with him. He and I really connect. I knew we would, but I don't think he realized it. It's cute. He leaves for Florida tomorrow. Poo. :[

I got my schedule for my Lakeland classes today. ( Read more... )

I just got home from band a little bit ago. I got there kind of early, hoping to get hugs and kisses from Schnieds, but no. My friend Jackson was with me the whole time, and I couldn't just walk away. I don't want to seem clingy. We said our hellos, and that was that.
Natalie told me she was talking to this kid in her section, Jake, about if Brandy ( Read more... )

I don't have to work for the next two days! yay!
I hate being told to do something a certain way, and then be corrected by someone else. Uhhh. Wtf? What way should I follow?

I wanted to see Wall-e (again) with Schnieders today, but my mom made me stay home and do laundry. I'm sad. He's leaving for Florida on Saturday. At least I get to see him ( Read more... )

So, sometime over the weekend, after sending messages back and forth on myspace with Schnieders, I posted a bulletin saying:
I really think we'd be pretty great together?
Don't ya think?

I guess he saw it, but didn't say anything about it until today. I invited him to come over after band practice to go swimming in my neighbor's pool. After band, we ( Read more... )

Happy fourth to those of you who celebrate it!
I get to work and make time and a half! WOOT.
This will be a positive post. Mostly because today is awesome so far.

I posted a bulletin last night before I signed off the space saying, "Schnieders you make me smileeeeeeeeee."
He replied with, "You have no idea how happy that makes me. :]"

I'm wearing my ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to write about in here.

I've been into a lot of ambient and classical music lately. Music is so incredible.

I can't stand being told what to do, or getting yelled at. Today at band it was raining outside, so we were out on the field without our instruments. We sang our parts. I sang very loud and obnoxiously. I play tuba. That's ( Read more... )

I haven't talked to Andrew in four days. Oh well!

I heard through the grapevine that Schnieders does like me and would go out with me. He just isn't sure if he wants to be single or in a relationship. He's also afraid he'd be a bad boyfriend (the reason being that his last girlfriend broke up with him because he is "self-centered").
I just need to ( Read more... )

oh my god
seriously?

i really wish you would understand that andrew is a whiney, lonely, and stupid boy.
he won't do anything for you because simply he doesn't care about anyone but himself, so do yourself a favor and get over it.

Someone left that comment on one of my old journals a year ago. I'm just now starting to see how very true that is.
We got ( Read more... )

I'm going to stop trying to make moves on guys. I don't know if any guys I talk to like me, so I'll just wait for THEM to say something, damnit. I'm sick of being disappointed all the time.
Schnieders is out of the picture at this point. He doesn't want a girlfriend. He just told me that a couple days ago, and I cried. I was very sad.

I'm completely ( Read more... )