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Andrew came over. He met my family. My mom thinks he's very nice. I'm sure I'll see him soon. Until then, it'll seem as if we are hardly friends. We haven't been talking much since the summer started. He said he's just been really busy. Too busy to text me once in awhile with a simple "Hello, love" or something like that? It makes me think that he' ( Read more... )

I went to a marching band meeting this evening. I met my entire tuba section, and I'm quite satisfied with it. I've got three great guys I get to work with. Not to mention that the new freshman and the sophomore coming from another school are pretty cute. I should be getting my new tuba on Wednesday! I'm going to have a great week.
Andrew is coming ( Read more... )

I'M DONE WITH SCHOOL FOR THE SUMMER.
Next year I'll be returning as a senior! I have THE biggest smile on my face EVERRRRR.
*la la la la la la la la!*

penniless turtle: lisa. you'll find someone who can be there for you. someone who will treat you how you deserve to be treated. it might not be as soon as you want it to be... but you'll find him. I hate when he says things like that because I want HIM.

I actually am interested in this kid I know, Schnieders.. I've had a mini crush on him all year ( Read more... )

I'm done. I'm just really fucking done.

School is no longer stressful.. until finals. I cannot wait until it's over. Ugh. I still have to talk to my guidance counselor about my schedule for next year. I can't stand that stupid bitch.
I've been working a lot lately. Well, not a lot, but more than two days a week. It's cool. I like money. Plus, when I work, it's with my friend Monica.
I got ( Read more... )

I miss having someone to kiss and cuddle with all the time. I have to wait a whole month before I can see Andrew. Time could not be going any slower.

I have a million things to write for my classes. Finals are coming up soon, too. I start working THREE days next week. Marching band is coming up (didn't someone request a uniform picture?) I'm on the ( Read more... )

I'm always told that I'm cute/hot/gorgeous/beautiful/sexy, but I always feel boring/lanky/zitty. I want to look more.. different. I dunno. The only thing that separates me from a good deal of girls is the fact that I'm six foot. Bleh.
I think I want to grow my hair out, but I want to get it all chopped off. (it's shoulder length now, and Andrew said ( Read more... )

Someone tell me where to get a boyfriend who doesn't cancel plans right before he was supposed to come over. When just an hour earlier, everything was peachy keen. So now I'm all dolled up for.. talking to Andrew on AIM.
Wow. I hate days like this more than anything. I end up feeling SO bad for myself.
I also want a boyfriend who will dance with me ( Read more... )