Prism is tomorrow ( Read more... )

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i was so close. i thought everything might be starting to get a little better. i finally thought i was gonna be happily ever after. i don't think i ever will ( Read more... )

It's been a long time. I haven't been depressed in a long time. I think a part of me just sort of died. It's weird, but I think nw with all this change being passed and with Junior year starting, I feel like I'm on some sort of pure white plane where I might haave a real chance to be happy. [I don't mean the kind of plane you fly; I mean like, ( Read more... )

I've been going through some extreme depression for a little over a week now. I'm not entirely sure why. It might just be because my room screams "depression". Well, actually it doesn't have the energy to scream. It just sort of throws up a black and white pile of puke that makes you feel depressed. I think just the boredom and laziness of ( Read more... )

I think I'm starting to not like guys anymore. I'm really scared and confused. I want to be gay! If I'm not, then I'll go through a huge idetity crisis. I want somebody to love, but I don't want somebody to love at the same time. This is really confusing. Do you think it's just a phase I'm going through? I really hope that it's just a phase ( Read more... )

Today has been another day of virtual nothingness, and so I don't anticipate that I'll be falling asleep anytime soon. Last night, I just stayed up really really late drawing and sruff. I've only been feeling two emotions lately: depression and shame. Half the shame comes from the weirdness in my drawings. I just took out a piece of paper and ( Read more... )

I haven't been this low in a long time, maybe ever. I just feel like staying awake at night, and then I always seam to wake up early. That really sucks because every day sucks, and I really feel like just sleeping them away. I can blame the summer for this depression, because I have nothing to do with all this time so I get bored, and when I get ( Read more... )

Today was my birthday and the last day of summer school, at which we watched mean girls. I never realized how much I can relate to that movie! (I think it can pertain more to gay men than girls.) That part where Janus said to Kady, "She's a life-ruiner. She ruins people's lives!" about that girl. I could say the exact same thing about [name ( Read more... )

What do you do when you have a friend who is just an all-around bad person? By bad person, I mean she's annoying in how she talks so much about how much make-up she has, even though she should know you don't care; or if she points out every little imperfection you have--your retarded walk, your ugly face, the looseness of your chlothing, etc.; or ( Read more... )