Today was really tiring ( Read more... )

There is a HUGE, HUGE, HUGE ass spider on the wall in the garage... its freaking me out! Anyways... Scottie just left, I miss him like crazy! Chris invited us to go to Washington with him to get Nathalie... big surprise that that didn't happen... Anyways, I got paid yesterday, I've already spent a lot of money on crap! Scott and I went to Taco ( Read more... )

Wow... I'm doing really well. My job is getting okay. I met Mike, the 'unknown' co-worker that I hadn't met. I know everyone else there. He's nice. Taylor, is super cool too. Just my manager... man oh man. Anyways, Scott and I have been pushing our boundaries... its wonderful. He's the most wonderful boy in the world. He's really attentive ( Read more... )

I'm doing just fabulous! I'm getting all energetic (and tan, score!). I've been spending my days with Scott, and a couple with Josie. She found a college for me in Cali, so I must be going there... everyone else is. My cat ran away... my sweet, little angelic cat... tis sad indeed! I don't have much to say, just wanted to give a little update ( Read more... )

Well, school's out! No more finals, no more books, 'no more teachers' dirty looks'. Anyways, I haven't updated in a while. Things are good right now, finals went well. I know I should be excited for summer, but I'm just scared I won't get to see Scott that much or my friends, that I'll be stuck in Sherwood for most of the summer unless Scott or ( Read more... )

It's not in the way that you hold me ( Read more... )

Well well, I had a pretty good weekend and day today. Jordan called me last night, that little darling. We had such a meaningful conversation. I'm crazy about that little shit head! So yeah, this morning around 4, the red monster of the month came to visit me. But luckily, he's been friendly. It's funny, when I think of that "time of the ( Read more... )

I'm in an awkward state right now. I feel like I'm in the most fucked up love triangle ever. And I'm contradicting myself. It's a long story, which I don't feel like explaining, but mostly I'm afraid of how I feel for Jordan...I don't want it to be serious becuz love that comes at two different times is usually heart breaking. I'm not in love ( Read more... )

I just got home and I think tonight is the first night in like 2 weeks that I don't have any set homework. I mean I have stuff I could be working on, but nothing too much. So yeah, I got caught smoking last night. I waited for Jordan to call until like 9:50 and then I decided to go to bed. I had a cigarette and was falling asleep when I heard the ( Read more... )

Wow, today was so rad. So Jordan called me last night (* didn't call all day, hmm...) But yeah, Jordan and I were talking and we made this deal. We both kept our ends, but I don't really wanna say what it was lol. I got up early today, when I got to school I saw Ryan so he walked with for a little bit. In first, we worked on our projects and read a ( Read more... )