After the past couple of weeks, I haven't really been in the mood to type stuff out as everything was getting too hectic. I'm not going to go into an essay over this, but the child was aborted last week. I felt bad enough about that (even though it wasn't my decision) and they still asked me for a stupid amount of money. At first I was prepared to ( Read more... )

I've been waiting a long time to post this, but haven't had the emotions to really do it. I'm not sure how much I can get out, and everyone reading this probably already knows by now... so here it is in sub-article form ( Read more... )

Damn, it's been ages since I last posted AGAIN... and once again, everything and nothing has occurred. Caught up with friends, travelled to Reading of all places, wrote a lot of music and worked my arse off ( Read more... )

Last weekend was totally fan-fucking-tastic. Only 24 hours or so in Bristol, but it was amazing. Weather was great, people were great, drinking was great. I was already nursing one hangover before I even got there. Fortunately I always find riding the train helps that a lot... as opposed to the night before, where a night of severe drinking at ( Read more... )

So while the rest of the world seems to be playing GTA IV, I actually managed to get my arse in gear and write some music for this Xbox game. Looking back over the past couple of evenings, it's a miracle, I don't remember writing it. That's when motivation kicks in and pushes me harder to try harder. No motivation or energy usually = shitty music ( Read more... )

I've proved myself wrong again and managed to remain quite active over the weekends... shortly after my last post, Judith rang me and asked if I wanted to come over for a gig in her room - thinking of some kind of kinky metaphore, I was naturally surprised to find out that she really did mean a gig in her room. There were a bunch of guys from all ( Read more... )

Was invited to go out to two places at once tonight - one was Namco arcade, where a friend has returned from Japan after a year and wanted to have a piss-up for the hell of it. The other is a friend-from-work's SECOND birthday piss-up at various bars and clubs around Richmond and Kingston. I decided to go to Namco tonight, but the guy who's party ( Read more... )

Totally enjoying my evening off. The week has been filled with sleep depravation for going out allll the time... I actually feel like I have a social life now. Last weekend I went to Charl's birthday in Clapham South, drank too many caipirinhas and struggled to get to my dad's the following evening. I made it though and he seemed to be on one of ( Read more... )

Yesterday morning, I arrive at work after a six-day break for Easter. Feeling semi-refreshed, but a little depressed (will explain later) I log into my computer at work and find an Offline MSN message waiting for me - sent on the 21st (I cannot get offline messages on MSN for the Mac ( Read more... )

I suck at updating my journal ( Read more... )