Things couldn't be better right about now. I start my new job tomorrow. I purchased my first car last week. A 2005 dodge neon, black. Beyond pumped. Brian finally moved out. I couldn't be happier. Fuck all the naysayers. Seriously. I won't drop any names but I really hate big fucking hypocrites. Don't try to pass judgement, give me advice, or act ( Read more... )

Over the past couple of weeks, I've had some substantial meltdowns. It all comes down to trust. Right now, about the only person I trust is Lisa. I've heard so many things from several parties about how one person is or was talking about me behind my back, and then another person says something different and so on. Then I'm a liar. That is ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking sick and tired. Of everything. Everyone in this house is so fucking two faced. What I wanna do with with me life is my fucking business not anyone else's. I'm sorry you think it's unfair that you work hard as shit and your rich and your this and your that, and I don't work, but I still pay my fucking bills every month. FUCK YOU. You ( Read more... )

Oh, a winter river flows,
Icy in the veins of all of us.
This flood will run red.

We're outwardly composed,
And awkwardly arranged of blood and dust.
This flood will run red.

A deluge swift and unforgiving.
A Tidal Wave.

We all drown, We all drown, We all drown
Down, Down, Down

oh man! love on bno. their new album is all i can listen to ever.

my love

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Pretty good week. We went to the zoo on Wednesday. I love animals but I hate bugs, so naturally being outside in the hot weather brought on tons of bees. I have a bee phobia. It's horrible. We saw these monkeys that looked like they were dancing around to the music, and they had these really intriguing hands. It was funny to watch. Friday we went ( Read more... )

Richie's life update. Things are getting better. You know for awhile there I was pretty unhappy. Not because of the people around me, but the immobility of my situation. I'll have my license privileges back in June, but it can't come soon enough. I've been fixated on EBAY. It's my money maker. It's actually quite entertaining and I really enjoy ( Read more... )

This journal entry is more directed toward how my life has shaped up the past couple of years and whatis currently going on with me. I haven't got my thoughts out there in awhile and I need to. This entry isn't meant to augment the past but it's stuff I needed to say and haven't ( Read more... )

you know, life isn't so bad. it hasn't been so bad, in fact i'm pretty happy right now. i've got my little ebay project going on right now. i buy old video games at a lower price and then sell them for more. i'm starting out small but i'm hoping eventually it will grow. it's pretty exciting. it's more of a hobby then anything but it's something i ( Read more... )

do you have what it takes brother?


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