Well .It seems like forever ago i wrote in this thing . anywho . im finee . just sitting here listening to senses fail . yea i should be seeing brendon tonight . okay brendon hes soooo awesome i used to like him like a year ago and i went to p.i. last night with a couple of cool cats , and i saw him and we talked and i got his number and looks like ( Read more... )

whoa i just woke up ...From havning some dream about Josh ..It was wierd =/ ...Now im sitting here eatuing and listening to green day whoa i havent heard this ong in forever (( brain stew )) except for when kagey and adam used to play it for me and alex ..Aaron hasnt called me yet argh i think i might break up with him ... But i dont want to cause ( Read more... )

Hmm .. Just got home from hanging out with Gabriel,Brandon,And Brittney in lakeside ..It was pretty fun ...Seems like Josh is mad at me again =/ .Ethan,Joe,jordan,matt,megahn,sadie,icp aaron have been calling me all day to get me to come and hang out lol ..I miss MY aaron :-( ..Hes at worl he suppose to be calling me.Oh yeah i dislike alex very ( Read more... )

Well today was alright .Wednesday is gonna be the snazze .Lol Me,Brittney,Marjorie,Brandon,Gabriel,And some other cool cats are gonna hang out and get wasted woot .Saturday is my birthday hmm all i want is to see Josh but w/e .Friday Im getting wasted again for my birthday party .Brad and me had a longggggg ass talk about relasionships and what not ( Read more... )

Well today was rocken . Me and Josh are the closest we've ever been since we've broke up .When he gets back from colorodo we're going to go back out woot :-) i love him soo much .And i know for a fact he loves me too .. he makes me feel beautiful and that i have a wonderful inner personallity and behind these painted dark windows he see's me ( Read more... )

whew .. Yesterday was horrible ..

Well Today me and Alex woke up and fucked around at the house and watched the SLC and then we went to checkers to hang out with Aaron and get free food :-P and we saw Ethan and Jared < my tounge ring paradise :-P . Then we went to go chill with Kagey . wow lol and he got paint all over my shoes and FAVORITE pants ( Read more... )

I fucking hate him i fucking hate him i fucking hate him i fucking hate him i fugcking hate him i fucking hate him i fucking hate him i fucking hate him i fucking hate him i fucking hate him i fucking hate him i fucking hate him i fucking hate him i fucking hate him i fcuking hate him

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Well . Hmm I havent wrote in here in like forever lol .Well last night was prettie cool . I got so fucked up lol . Me and Brittney have some prettie good times .We are probably going to the blow out this Friday .Argh but I can ether go see Josh and Ethan and hang out with Alex .Or go to Georgia with Barbie .Hmmm I dont know man lol .And Alex is ( Read more... )

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