I'm feeling dumb this school year. I think I did too many drugs in college. There's a sick part of me that actually wishes I never did any drugs. Not because it lowered my IQ, but because now I can't be a police officer. That's the sick part. I actually have some desire to be a cop. Oh the assholes I would pull over. I'd ride a motorcycle and wear ( Read more... )

God, I needed a break or something. For some reason, I've been in a funk for the majority of the last 5 months. I couldn't make myself do anything beyond the necessary. Even keeping in touch with people was a chore. Hell, leaving the house was damn near impossible ( Read more... )

I'd sworn off drinking until the results came in. And then what do you know? My head starts going crazy, the internet is swarming with news that I don't want to hear. Every time I log in there's his smiling face. But for once my disgust is not aimed at him, but his supporters. Who are these people? I may know possibly the only four Republicans in ( Read more... )

I'm so scared about tomorrow. All this year I've been able to turn the TV or radio off whenever election stuff comes on, but tomorrow I'm making myself watch the whole fiasco. Actually, maybe fiasco isn't the right word. I still have hope. Although no matter who wins, I just wish those religious right people would get the fuck out of my country. I ( Read more... )

I think I'm depressed. I don't actually feel down or anything, but my motivation level is so low you have to dig to find it. I have all sorts of stuff I should be doing, and it kind of bums me out that I'm not doing them ( Read more... )

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Jesus fucking christ its past my bedtime and I haven't updated in so long but I gotta wake up early for my two hour commute tomorrow. I've been busy working on my South Africa website because this journal thing just ain't going to cut it. Not for 7 weeks and 230 pics ( Read more... )

I am in Zurich and the keyboard is making me go crzy.

right bitches. you want a postcard? you gotta send me your effing address. last chance.

Old friends are bizarre animals. Its funny how people never really change that much. Well they do, but in very subtle ways. I can't decide if this is depressing or comforting. If other people haven't changed much, than I probably haven't changed as much as I thought. This seems really alien to me- when I look back at the past I see a completely ( Read more... )