butter, fly away from me ( Read more... )

-Sleepiness: i think i sleep enough. at least 8 hours a day and most of the time even more. but in class, i fall asleep. im not sure if i can call it that way, because it feels like being high. it feels like having halluzinations. yesterday in biochemistry class i was writing something, listening to the prof and at the same time i had a kind of ( Read more... )

so this has not always been about eating ( Read more... )

ok so to tel you some things about me:

19 jrs

cw: 97 pounds (44kg)
lw: 73 pounds (33kg)
gw: NEVER over 100 (45kg)

height: 5 feet (154 cm)

biology student, used to love it and be a genius at it. now...

i have not been on for a long time. thought about recovering. yeah, now i am bulimic. and fat. or fatter than before at least and i think i will gain. i feel so helpless ( Read more... )