HI YOU ALL!
i came here by coincidence because someone added me as a friend. i dont use this site anymore. i also avoided it for a long time when i was recovering. now i dont find it triggering anymore.

i just wanted to leave an entry anyway because i think there are quite a few that have left here and gone to recovery, never to come back again to ( Read more... )

in recovery ( Read more... )

hey people...
i havent been on, cause im trying to recover.
its just terrible that yesterday i had a binge and puked of course.

now the day after my eyes hurt awfully - i cant look to the sides- and of course there is the pressure in my head...

anyone any idea how to reduce this?

cold water helps a bit, but... ?!

everything is strange ( Read more... )

so far so good ( Read more... )

but back to my extra session with my psych ( Read more... )

ok. so today i had my extra session with my therapist. i needed it absolutely ( Read more... )

has been terrible. i have never had bingeing/purging/fasting so intense like this week ( Read more... )

today was bad ( Read more... )

life's sweeping away
the golden paths
of life

my mind is keeping today
a thought i dont
understand

i sometimes
dont know
what pleases
me.

the body functions
going on
minimized

my love is fading
like autumn days
forgotten