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It is what it is
My dad is dead. I don't know how to handle this on a long term basis. Just getting thru day to day is difficult, and it's been almost 6 months.
Daddy, I miss you.
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Because it is the place I come to
When I have something to say, and can't say it now. I am not the person I was....and sometimes I miss that. But I am grateful and blessed with an extraordinary life. My daddy has passed, and since that, I've been a very lost soul. I never knew what it was like to lose a parent, and I don't wish it upon anyone....not even an enemy. My life is ( Read more... ) -
Seriously?
I'm not sure if I'm just that pissed off right now...or if you're just pissing me off even more by trying to act like nothing is fucking wrong...I feel uncomfortable in my own home right now cause of the things you've said and how you've made me feel. Wtf is your problem?! Seriously?!?
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Influenza Type A
Yes, I have the flu...the fucking bird flu! I have been miserable up until this morning...tamiflu is some amazing medication! And the cough syrup they gave me has Vicodin in it....so loopy and lazy on the couch for a few more days...then back to work.
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Funny how things tend to work...
I am feeling much better...about everything. A lot of red flags that I've been neglecting to see...and now that I get it...I went to the doctor. I have mild depression and anxiety. I was on a low dose anti-depressant for a long time, and when I ran out I thought "I don't need it...I can be happy." my thoughts that I have sometimes, I shouldn't have ( Read more... ) -
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Stupid iPhone app is being retarded today...
Toby is being fucking adorable too...
And I don't go to work till 5 and I'm bored...
Time to walk
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Samantha
Sooo....Sam now lives with me. We are looking for a place of our own, but for the interim, she's here with me and the roomies. It hasn't sunk in completely that she's actually here. She is working days and I'm on closes. She's not in my store, so I don't even see her in passing. But it'll work itself out. I'm only on nights for a week.
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Something different....a new adventure....oy!
Sooo....I kinda met someone....but it's someone I knew previously in Michigan. The old rgm of the Gaylord taco bell called and I helped get said person a job but they stuck them in Gainsville. Where said person is miserable. They did my assistant training 4 years ago...and then they came to chill for the weekend...and one thing led to another...and ( Read more... ) -
Ho-hum
Something is amiss...I can't keep my thoughts straight, and I'm struggling at work. Not sure what I need, but I hope I figure it out soon.
Just needed to get that out...I keep up a good front for Facebook, but that's not to alarm family and co-workers. I can say that here, cuz you are all the best!!! <3
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Happy new year to my dearest friends!!! Hope 2012 is an amazing year for everyone!!!!
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