Title: Paying my dues
Author: craiglockdhart
Pairings: Sihan/Hanwon
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex, really. Screw plot. Hankyung tops.
I keep making sequels to
Lies and
Truth Is.I have a test in 14 hours and I can't get this out of my head. So here goes.
Comedic sex for the most part.
"Hyung."
"Yes, Siwon?", Hankyung knows this is a rhetorical question. It's eleven. They have a day off tomorrow for once. The rest have gone out, leaving the two alone. What else could Siwon possibly want?
"Let's..."
"Have sex.", Hankyung finishes his sentence for him and straddles the younger man easily, silencing him with a kiss.
"No, Hyung... Listen to me... Please!", Siwon grabs Hankyung's hands which have found its way to his shirt buttons, "I would like... I would... God WHY IS THIS SO DIFFICULT TO SAY!?"
Hankyung looks at Siwon, puzzled.
This isn't like him at all, sputtering and stuttering.
"Your face is hot.", Hankyung says matter-of-factly, "What is it you want to say?"
"Would you like to fuck me?", Siwon finally manages to get out the words he's been meaning to utter the entire night.
"What do you mean, would I like to fuck you?"
"Like, would you like to uh... come inside me?"
"But..."
"I know I've been the most horrible person. And I know you've forgiven me. But I'd still like to make it up to you, hyung. Just... do it. I love you."
"I love you too Siwon."
"So how do I begin?"
"You put a couple of fingers inside... Uh! Yes... Like that... OH GOOD LORD!", Siwon exclaims as Hankyung's fingers enter him, "And... you kind of move them up and down... Oh God."
"God is not going to be pleased you know.", he can hear Hankyung's slightly amused tone from behind.
Siwon shoots Hankyung a dirty look, or at least the dirtiest look he can muster in this position.
Hankyung retaliates by shoving yet another finger in, drawing a stunned gasp.
"God, why are you so good at this!?", Siwon moans as Hankyung's fingers relentlessly move in and out of him, faster now.
Hankyung marvels at the sight Siwon presents - Submissively on all fours on their shared bed, back arching against Hankyung as his breathing becomes more ragged and he bites his lip to keep himself from crying out in pleasure. Mischievously, Hankyung decides that his front has been neglected for far too long, and moves his left hand to Siwon's engorged member.
"Not... there...", Siwon manages to beg, "Come... in."
Hankyung smiles and reaches for the lube, applying a liberal amount on his own member before approaching Siwon's entrance, bending down to whisper, "It might hurt the first time. Are you sure about this?"
He nods his head furiously and snaps, urgently this time, "Come in... now!"
"OH FUCK! JESUS!", Siwon could have sworn that nothing could have prepared him for the pain he felt as Hankyung buried himself deep within him. He felt as though his body would tear into two and was sure he must be bleeding now.
"Like I said, God will not be pleased.", Hankyung whispers now, barely hiding a chuckle at Siwon's reaction.
"M... Move..."
"You sure, Siwon?"
He nods.
So this must have been how it felt the first time he had taken him. Only much worse.
Hankyung was being exceedingly gentle, whispering sweet nothings into his ear.
Siwon felt hot tears springing to his eyes - not just of pain, but of shame and guilt.
"Oh God, Siwon, are you okay?", Hankyung panics as he feels the wetness on his lover's cheeks, "Am I hurting you?"
"No... Hyung, i'm fine... Just... turn me over please?", he says through gritted teeth
The Chinese man smiles gently and exits Siwon, flipping him over and entering him again, their eyes meeting.
Siwon rocks against his lover and Hankyung takes it as his cue to thrust against him, their bodies moving together in a slow, steady rhythm.
"I'm.. sorry... Really.", he manages to gasp out as the both reach climax, Hankyung's seed spilling into him while his own squirts all over their abdomens.
"You were great, Siwon.", Hankyung brushes away his fringe from his sweat soaked face. From his vantage point Siwon looks beautiful and strangely alluring. Spent, but beautiful.
They make love for a good number of times after that, and every time Hankyung tries to get up Siwon clamps his legs around Hankyung, refusing to let him go.
"We really shouldn't be overdoing it", he protests, but Siwon only pulls him closer for a kiss.
"I told you we shouldn't have done it so many times!", Hankyung chides as he helps a hobbling Siwon into the bathroom.
"I just wanted to know how it felt like."
"And did you like it?"
"I did. I liked doing it... With you."
"Siwon, there's really no need..."
"Yes. There is.", Siwon interjects, "I needed it to forgive myself."
There are muffled sounds from inside the shower and the rest know better than to approach the closed door.
Everyone tactfully keeps quiet too, when they see Siwon walking funny at breakfast the next day and within the dorms.