I dread this tradition more and more...let's try to take it from the top.

first post-collegiate season, Agawam, Friendly's, sten-tel, CQ, Dartmouth, San Fran, beer in the bath tub, burgers, busts, UCONN, winter running, dark, cold, 130, inty bridge, UMASS, fast feet, I forget her name, planes, trips to MI, law school acceptance, decisions, the bar ( Read more... )

here's to just another year gone bye. just another year.

I wanted to write now instead of or in addition to the end of the semester because XC and Springfield College running is officially over for me and I could not be happier. I am glad that I got to see Brian at nationals and I would not have traded it for anything. I was sad about watching the girls race, but there is no use dwelling on it. What's ( Read more... )

im feelin very down...i dont know why I am doing this...I think I want out. I'm trying to be positive right now, but I am having such a difficult time with positive thoughts....

hoping i can sleep tonight.

6 down. 1 to go ( Read more... )

Oh he's great...but I'm not.

Needing to get focused and feeling like I'm getting there..

I'll get over this...something will show me the way.

"damaged people are dangerous...because they know they can survive."

I want to tattoo my face.
I want you to love me anyway.
I want it all.
I want to run away.
I want you to ask me to run away with you.
I want it all.
I want you to know I'm not pretty.
I want you to tell me I'm beautiful.
I want it all.
I want you to know I'm not perfect.
I want you to look at me like I'm flawless.
I want it all.
I want you to know I will hurt ( Read more... )

i am incandescently happy right now.