So, the only "news" I've got is in the weight loss department that might need to start being referred to as the weight gain department. Last week ended the challenge, & my team lost. I did manage to clock in at 185, which was a -2 from the week before but +3 from the start. I made it into the weight room at least once last week, none this week ( Read more... )

In the weight department I lost some motivation around Easter. I had started week 3 of C25K, but only got in one workout. This week I decided to restart that week and not allow anyone or anything to get in the way of me finishing this thing. As noted by BMI charts, I would need to lose 40 pounds to be just inside the "normal" body mass range. ( Read more... )

Honestly? Every day makes it harder. Every day makes it more real. Every day he is gone. And he's not coming back. Tomorrow it will be one month. And people are still JUST finding out because it was all so sudden and unanticipated. And even when it is the most well-meaning, kind, caring, compassionate people, I still tear up and just hope to ( Read more... )

I now feel I have nothing to say ( Read more... )

Weight- Haven't had an official weigh in at school since the first week of the challenge which means I still have 182 as my most recent low. Today it looked like 184-185 on my bathroom scale. Hopefully I can fix stuff before Friday and be back to 182 or less. My lowest, on my mom's scale on 3/10 was 179 ( Read more... )

We're almost at the end.

Aaron flies in this evening. He may wait until then.

My weight looked like 180 today, not that I can weigh in because I'll be at the hospital until my dad slips away.

Weight: Maintained 182. Not happy with it because my number for the weight loss challenge is starting at 0 while some others have numbers up to 2.something. Bitches ( Read more... )

Weight: 182 lbs. On Tuesday, after a bad eating weekend and piece of breakfast pizza during data day I weighed in at 184.5. We are starting another weight loss competition at work ( Read more... )

Weight: I couldn't use the scale Friday morning as I was in a different building. This past weekend was not food friendly as I have been eating lots of things that are just plain horrible for me. I just want something less than 185 come tomorrow morning, if the nurse's office is unlocked ( Read more... )

Sorry for falling off the grid. Haven't been receiving much good news (hospital talk for NONE). I reached my point of being overwhelmed and over saturated after Monday's news, so I've only been telling people as they call me because this time I really don't want to share. Even though he only had the CT scan and not the PET scan we have a stage ( Read more... )