It isn't Howdy Doody time, that's for sure. It is time for the every so often update! So, maybe I should start with good news first ( Read more... )

I apologize for my random cry for help earlier this week. I believe I was processing some new and overwhelming information and I became extremely weepy during that time. I am better now. Maybe, maybe not in the grand scheme of things, but I can get through a day without being on the verge of tears. While some things in the realm of school/work ( Read more... )

I think I have come to the conclusion that I am not okay. I think I was okay on Monday, and even parts of Tuesday. Today I have been terribly weepy most of the day. I even weighed myself twice this week. When things spiral I try to find something I can control. Often it is my weight/eating/diet. I want Kirsten & Lisa. I seriously need a ( Read more... )

The concept of where I am from can mean a few different things. In its most literal, it should mean the geographical area that you were raised in. As an active participant in my high school drama club, we performed Thornton Wilder’s Our Town, and I distinctly remember the address that was used when Rebecca Gibbs tells her brother about a letter a ( Read more... )

The concept of where I am from can mean a few different things. In its most literal, it should mean the geographical area that you were raised in. As an active participant in my high school drama club, we performed Thornton Wilder’s Our Town, and I distinctly remember the address that was used when Rebecca Gibbs tells her brother about a letter a ( Read more... )

This is what I have so far ( Read more... )

I decided to stick with the EMWP after discussing things with Dr. Werner-Burke. That being said, I need to write my narrative piece this week. Do I have anyone who would be interested in reading it? I tried to read what I had done in April to an 8 or 9 year old on Sunday. I don't think that really benefitted the situation at all. Let me know ( Read more... )

Yesterday was pretty lame. I lost "my" job. I was told I have another one. Totally contingent upon whether the budget passes and it is okay to "create" the "new" job I will have. That being said, I can't say anything else about it until it becomes official. So like June, July, maybe? Today I decided it would probably be in my best interests ( Read more... )

I just had to go back to a post from 2001 to find this entry and essentially repost it. Let's just say this has been one hell of a shitty year. The last half of 2012 had better pick up in a major way or I will sit around waiting for the end of the Mayan calendar, Rapture, or some random spaceship eclispe cult nonsense because I about feel done ( Read more... )

I can't even begin to express how much better I feel from yesterday morning. Yoga was incredible. I got to study for my Praxis exam and I feel confident and relaxed. My weight was 186.5, but if I keep up the running and yoga I can work with that. Now I will be off to Mansfield for my test and to visit with Belinda. I feel like being more ( Read more... )