so i can't wait to leave next saturday, which is rather ironic because last summer was hell. cat, i'll email you back as soon as i talk to dayna to make sure i can just dump my stuff off. but i'm really excited. we should do something fun saturday night. like go bowling (because i can't bowl ( Read more... )

when the fuck am i supposed to be at lakeland?

i just got back from a relaxing weekend in new jersey to find out one of my closest high school friends nearly died last weekend, which forced me to call mike. i had a conversation with mike. end of story ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning, and it was sunny out. there were birds chirping and all that other springtime corny stuff. and as i was walking into the union building i could smell the blossoms on the tree which were just beginning to open.

spring is here, which means i have a much better chance of having a more positive outlook on life.

back at school. i mean home. i feel quite wonderful here.

1. the drizzly kind of rain
2. lukewarm coffee (especially when there isn't enough of it)
3. the way i feel when i know i'm being manipulated
4. 4:45 pm
5. the concept of canton, new york

i am so SICK AND TIRED of people thinking that they have the right to interfere with my decisions. so far this month, i have had people (who used to be good friends of mine, but have since pushed me away or have turned petty disagreances into huge dilemmas) yell at me for everything from smoking a cigarrette to my personal life. i hate that. i'm 18 ( Read more... )

worst weekend of my life. so much drama piled up in such a short span of time that i cracked. i have never cried so easily. all someone had to do was look at me funny and i was in tears. but it was all selfish hypocracy. i realized that i'm a hyporcrite because people ask me for help with relationship issues, but i can't even deal with my own. i ( Read more... )

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valentine's day fucking blows.