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[mirror_phobic]

sorry it took me so long to get back to everyone's comments,
but obviously i haven't been on here in a while.
basically its because the plan i mentioned in my previous post lasted, oh, 1 day?
and i've been binging/purging/using lax ever since.
BUT i didn't want to come on here once again and blab about how i failed AGAIN
and i feel like crap AGAIN and

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[salvaje_caballo]

I can't even do a three day fast, and I did try abc once, and totally failed... maybe the abc just sucks in general, because I think it's close to impossible to complete it.. which means it's basically a fucking suicide mission. Or at least a feeling-like-a-failure-mission. Maybe next time, you could try doing one week abc, followed by one week of either normal eating or restricting? idk... Maybe I'll try that myself. Hm.... :)

And when it comes to bad mood, I've learned that music is the fucking best medicine ever.

I'm currently listening to Barry louis Polisar - All I Want is You (I messed up big time this weekend).

[mirror_phobic]

yeah, i guess abc is kind of a suicide mission if you think about it - i mean, 50 days?! what was i thinking... ha. thats a good idea, i think i will try something like that.

ah, music is a great fucking medicine :) i'll have to download that song - thanks! i'm currently hooked on "Dog Days" by Florence and the Machine.

[elfahermosa]

You rock my face off! I'm so proud of you for getting rid of the lax... you don't need 'em! You're better than that!

That's so cool you're making your sister's wedding dress, btw :)

[mirror_phobic]

ha, thank you!

yeah i'm a bit nervous about the dress but excited too :)

[tarja_preta]

Hi

[mirror_phobic]

aw, sorry you had a rough week too.
thanks, you've definitely inspired me to be more positive with the comments you leave me!
yeah, i'm getting over the computer things now.. but i still get mad when i think about it, haha.
yes i am making her dress! thank you, thats so nice! haha, i'm sure you have your own special talents too :)
your journal and comments really help me out too, so thanks :)

love the quotation <3 good luck and i hope you are well!

[mirror_phobic]

that did pop into my mind a couple times... but no, i didn't buy anymore yet :)
yes the whole computer thing sucked! i'll have to start backing up all my stuff now too.
yes the dress will be quite a challenge, but i'm excited at the same time.. ooh thats exciting you've found the one! i wanna see or pic or get a description when its all finished :)
i hope things are well with you too! SO excited for new moon!!! hehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

[tarja_preta]

Have a sunny birthday! Always focus your attention in the direction of your dreams and the people who love and care for you! Don't allow the insecurity takes over you and makes you think that all this - your life - it's worthless. Because that's not truth! You're pure magic and the great thing is that we can always start over.
Just smile and have tons of fun today!

Re: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

[mirror_phobic]

thanks so much for the happy birthday!
and your comment is so kind, as usual :)
today, for sure, i'll try not to let everything get me down.
thank you, and you are pure magic too!
<3