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sorry i've taken so long to update! i've been wanting to update for a while...
until the 19th i was busy with finals, but thankfully those are over!
(and i got decent grades too - enough to keep my merit scholarship)
then i came home, and well.. it all went downhill from there.
i've just done so terribly and gained so much weight i was too upset and ( Read more... )

i binged over the weekend... saturday and sunday ( Read more... )

my friends had another little party at their apartment last night, and yes, i attended ( Read more... )

well, since monday i've been trying really hard to stick to this 300 calorie plan ( Read more... )

i accepted the fact that i probably wouldn't lose any weight while home ( Read more... )

well, i got home tuesday night ( Read more... )

finally updating - i've been wanting to for a while ( Read more... )

sorry it took me a while to get back to everyone's comments, but i've been swamped with schoolwork :/
but i really appreciate everyone's support and i won't you all to know that <3 ( Read more... )

i had a dream the other night that really freaked me out...
my family found out about my purging and did not take it well -
my parents were so angry, my mom kept saying really mean things to me.
and my sisters just looked at me like they didn't know who i was.
it sucked, i woke up completely panicked.
i don't know how i could ever tell them now... not ( Read more... )