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[mirror_phobic]

finally updating - i've been wanting to for a while

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[salvaje_caballo]

aaa you're so right!! Sitting on my laptop, watching thinspo and thinking about dieting, it's SO easy to think "I'll just eat this and this, then do that, and voila; I'll loose 20 pounds" .. NOT as easy as it sounds. But you actually have lost though, which makes you ten times better at this than me!

Have a wonderful trip home, you'll have a great time, I'm sure:) it's always nice to be back with family and friends.

Kristen.. beautiful as always.

[mirror_phobic]

yeah it never turns out to be as easy as we think! i'm not 10 times better though, i mess up a lot too. and i still have such a long way to go.

thanks :)

and i totally agree.

[mirror_phobic]

i know right? she makes pale look good!

ha, don't worry - i think skinny jeans will be around for a long time. atleats i hope so, cause i love them too!

thanks :)

[elfahermosa]

Whaaaaat, 12-15 lbs?? that is amazing! I bet your family will be able to tell a difference.. even for us tall girls, 12-15 lbs can be a whole size difference!
I hope you have a good time at home and enjoy the time you get to spend with your family!

[mirror_phobic]

thanks - yeah hopefully seeing my family will make it all worth it!
:)

[poloroids]

glad you've had time to update :).

i'm sorry to hear work was so shitty! :(. they should of understood that you were only doing the best you could - and should appreciate that! you did GREAT, you did do everything they asked you to. and you are good enough!
i've had teachers like that in the past, so i know how you're feeling :/ - never let them get you down, because they're opinion isn't the only one that matters throughout everything. i promise you it won't feel like this forever.
good luck on monday :).

even thought you are tall, i definitly think it will be noticable. 12-15lbs is still alot of weight!
ahh that must be hard to cope with! all the food. i know what you mean, i'm like that when i go around to my familys for christmas or something. hmm.. focus on having fun, and maybe that'll take away from the temptation? if you want to not gain, i know that's exactly what you'll do - you can do it :).

hehe me too. the white one's my favourite :). ♥

[mirror_phobic]

thanks, i hope so... yeah you're right, its just one person's opinion. i shouldn't get so stuck on things like that.

true, hopefully we will be doing other stuff and not just eating the whole time! cause i definitly do not need that.. thanks for all the confidence you have in me :)

the white is my favorite too!

[tarja_preta]

Yeah, I know how it feels awful when we think we're not doing a good job, but relax, you have just started there; plus, bosses always try to make us feel like crap. So don't

[mirror_phobic]

thats true, i should be focusing more on my schoolwork than than job anyway!
yeah at this point i don't even care about losing, i just want to NOT gain. it'll be hard, but when is it not? ah, well...
yeah, i will totally join you guys as a "partner in crime"! :) let me know what you guys up with :)
thanks!
<3

[tarja_preta]

So, here's the plan: 300 calories for this week, starting tomorrow! What you think? it's possible?
What you think about seeing tomorrow how much your weight is to compared to how much will be on next monday?
:)
Let's go honey! Our life is just waiting for us!!!
:D

[mirror_phobic]

300 calories sounds great - i've been binging so much the past few days that i really need it!
yeah i'll weigh myself tomorrow, but it will be an ambarrassing number seeing as i've gained so much.. :/

but i'm really excited to do this with you guys!