Ok, you've made the first step towards achieving your goal! You're back to the same weight that you were before you went to your parents house. You have what, two more weeks until christmas? ok, it will be hard, but not impossible. When you start to feel anxious instead of eat, go to sleep, write, read our journals (always inspired me), watch movies... But do your best to stay away from food and even so, if things did not go 100% as you expected, don't hate yourself and screw up things even more, relax, don't eat anymore and calmly accept that for that day, you did your best, that things could be even worse (they always can
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thanks for all the advice! i definitly need it. and you're right, i need to not freak out so much if i over eat. if i just relax and not eat any more for the day, its so much better than just thinking "oh well, i already screwed up, might as well binge.." sorry you don't like you're face either :/ people have noticed its swollen? do they know about your ED? yeah, i need to back off with the lax too, i can't even imagine what its done to my insides.. i agree! i feel like i accomplished so little this year! this new year is going to be all ours though :) thanks so much! i'm here for you too <3
:(, YOU DON'T SUCK! I promise. Wow, you've lost very quickly!! If you want to lose a little more before christmas, then I know you can hun.
Aw :/, please be careful. The good thing in this is that you've been SO strong not to buy them for such a long time! That is amazingg! And the fact don't WANT to do these things, that you'd rather not :D and for that I'm really proud of you!! Hmm if your face is like, bloating a little, from purging and everything (although I sure it's more lovely than you think), then I have something which you can do which isn't either :D.. Lemon water! Hah, a cup of warm/boiled water and some lemon juice, stir and enjoy :) - that should give the same effect, or even more so. And once, I drank two cups of lemon water (I hadn't in such a longer time), weighed myself the next day and I lost two pounds! Haha I was amazed. But then my vitamin phobia kicked in and I haven't drunk any since, you know.
Sounds like the best way to do things. Good luck with finals. Glad you updated :) ♥♥
i guess it was a bit quick, huh? it feels longer to me, but probably because i was so upset and just wanted to see it gone again! ha. aw thanks, i'll be careful. i don't take as many as i used to anymore, which is good progress. but yeah its not that i like the discomfort, so i definitly do want to stop. ooh, lemon water - i didn't know that! thanks a bunch! i'm gonna buy some lemon now :) thanks for the luck, and all the support as usual <3
I haven't been around on LJ much recently, but I've really missed reading your posts because I always feel like I can relate to what you have to say. First of all, you do NOT suck! You were restricting like crazy, so bingeing is a natural response to not getting enough nutrients. You lost your Thanksgiving break weight so amazingly fast... that's awesome... remember that if you feel like you indulged too much when you're home over winter break. It will come right off, try not to stress and enjoy the time with your family! I really, really, really hate my face too. My nickname when I was younger was "chubby cheeks".. my face is just round and pudgy, even at my lowest weight, I hate it! And purging makes things so much worse. Ugh, I guess there's not really too much one can do to change the shape of their face, but I'm glad you're trying to cut back on purging... I know how much it sucks!
thanks, i feel like i can really relate to your posts too. but i know what you mean, with everything going on in our lives sometimes its hard ot keep up with lj! yeah, i'll try not to overreact cause i think that is a big problem of mine. thank you :) aw, i'm sorry you hate your face too. but i'm sure you're beautiful :) thanks for the luck, i'll need it! and thanks for all the support and advice of course <3
ah, it seems like everyone has a problem with their face! glad i'm not the only one.. but sorry you guys go through it too! yeah thats true! atleast i haven't gained or anything. aw thanks a bunch :)
ooh hun, please.. if you knew how much I've been screwing up lately, you wouldn't feel so bad... but I SO get what you mean, I absolutely hate how my face looks now that I've gained. Hate it. I'm with you on the "loose as much as possible before christmas"-thing.. it's so scary, knowing it's just a few days away.. all that food... ugh.
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sorry you don't like you're face either :/ people have noticed its swollen? do they know about your ED? yeah, i need to back off with the lax too, i can't even imagine what its done to my insides..
i agree! i feel like i accomplished so little this year! this new year is going to be all ours though :)
thanks so much! i'm here for you too <3
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Wow, you've lost very quickly!! If you want to lose a little more before christmas, then I know you can hun.
Aw :/, please be careful. The good thing in this is that you've been SO strong not to buy them for such a long time! That is amazingg! And the fact don't WANT to do these things, that you'd rather not :D and for that I'm really proud of you!!
Hmm if your face is like, bloating a little, from purging and everything (although I sure it's more lovely than you think), then I have something which you can do which isn't either :D.. Lemon water! Hah, a cup of warm/boiled water and some lemon juice, stir and enjoy :) - that should give the same effect, or even more so. And once, I drank two cups of lemon water (I hadn't in such a longer time), weighed myself the next day and I lost two pounds! Haha I was amazed. But then my vitamin phobia kicked in and I haven't drunk any since, you know.
Sounds like the best way to do things. Good luck with finals. Glad you updated :) ♥♥
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aw thanks, i'll be careful. i don't take as many as i used to anymore, which is good progress. but yeah its not that i like the discomfort, so i definitly do want to stop.
ooh, lemon water - i didn't know that! thanks a bunch! i'm gonna buy some lemon now :)
thanks for the luck, and all the support as usual <3
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First of all, you do NOT suck! You were restricting like crazy, so bingeing is a natural response to not getting enough nutrients.
You lost your Thanksgiving break weight so amazingly fast... that's awesome... remember that if you feel like you indulged too much when you're home over winter break. It will come right off, try not to stress and enjoy the time with your family!
I really, really, really hate my face too. My nickname when I was younger was "chubby cheeks".. my face is just round and pudgy, even at my lowest weight, I hate it! And purging makes things so much worse. Ugh, I guess there's not really too much one can do to change the shape of their face, but I'm glad you're trying to cut back on purging... I know how much it sucks!
Good luck with your final exams/projects! :D
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yeah, i'll try not to overreact cause i think that is a big problem of mine. thank you :)
aw, i'm sorry you hate your face too. but i'm sure you're beautiful :)
thanks for the luck, i'll need it! and thanks for all the support and advice of course <3
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yeah thats true! atleast i haven't gained or anything.
aw thanks a bunch :)
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We're in it together.
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