Comments | mirror_phobic: new plan

mirror_phobic

new plan

Nov 01, 2009 15:30

i binged and purged a lot the past two days..
and therefore gained a lot.
AHH i hate this up and down in this 5-10 lb weight range.. its so frustrating!
BUT i am moving forward, because i dwell too much in the past.
i went grocery shopping today, which is something i RARELY do,
because whenever i have a lot of food present i just binge, or want to.
but i ( Read more... )

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mirror_phobic November 2 2009, 02:26:09 UTC

ah it sucks doesn't it!? yeah its kinda low, but i am running out of time until i see my family again so i need to work extra hard. thanks :) i hope all is well with you too!

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salvaje_caballo November 2 2009, 10:06:55 UTC

I like your userpic! It's crazy how she can look like crap and still be beautiful.

Ah, I totally know what you mean with the fucking loose/gain cycle, it sucks.. I love grocery shopping, but I always end up buying delicious food that I can't wait to taste, so I have to stop doing it, and just leave it to mom. She always buy the most boring foods. Ha.

Good luck on your new plan! I just started my own, so we're in the same boat.

mirror_phobic November 4 2009, 01:36:16 UTC

i know right? like she obviously put no effort in her appearance, anddd she looks beautiful.

haha, thats good she buys boring foods. yeah its hard for me too cause i always want to buy really bad food... but i just try and convince myself its a waste of money.

thanks! good luck with you tooo :)

elfahermosa November 3 2009, 18:37:01 UTC

I love how having a plan makes everything feel like it's going to be okay. Like I can handle anything -- I have a plan. You don't need me to tell you this, but those calories are so low! Please be careful <3

mirror_phobic November 4 2009, 01:53:16 UTC

yeah, planning things out always makes you feel like you have the control back :)
yes, i guess they are low. i just feel so desperate at this point.. but i'll be careful, thanks <3

tarja_preta November 8 2009, 12:36:37 UTC

Hey!
I guess you were not the only who was binging and purging. I'm really trying, but it's getting harder each day...
I'm glad that you didn't bought junk food, butsome healthy one, that's good!
Your food plan sounds great, I hope it's working.
When you get really hungry just drink a lot of water or light/diet soda, and you'll be fine :)

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