Is it me, or is everything I say a cliche? Is it me or was that a cliche? And that ( Read more... )

I had sort of disturbing/enticing dreams about an angry ocean, monkey bars, preschool, performance with brown and orange paint, and people. Woke up feeling a bit uneasy ( Read more... )

ok guys, here is my strange dream...what does it mean ( Read more... )

i've been at the airport since like 10am....and the flight is delayed. won't be leaving until 12:20....not a restful sleep....strange dreams all night. maybe i should wander around the terminal. first time flying that i can clearly remember. just the idea of flying to me is exciting, let alone going to san diego.

I'm sick of being in a house where I get blamed for other people's moods from some ambiguous action that indirectly affected him/her, and there are leather couches that are cold to sit on and I have to be careful all of the time when I sit on it, and everyone is obsessed with having a perfect looking christmas that they all forgot that christmas is ( Read more... )

what's new? i forgot a story that i had in my mind that i wanted to write. That's the problem with not writing down my dreams once i've had them...i tend to forget the second sanity head rubs me into morning ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure what this feeling is. My stomach isn't handling the pizza very kindly. But that isn't the feeling I speak of. We can't measure thoughts ( Read more... )

Is it bad that whenever someone does something nice, I never suspect it but always question it? I think to myself "why would this person do something nice for me? What are they scheming? What is their motive here?" Is it bad that I can't simply accept that sometimes a person can be kind just to be kind and that is it?

Why do people always feel the need to be better than someone else? Why are there comparison scales for subjective things like beauty and happiness? Why cant people be happy with what they've got, and be thankful that it already is so much, instead of being angry that they dont have more? Is it because they have some sort of inferiority complex like ( Read more... )

my brain feels brained out. i feel as if i'm taking tubs of caffeine just to trigger some small switch to get some rickety loop to start running. Rickety and creaking with bits flying off the ends. But I have another twenty four hours of this. I hardly even know why I bother. I mean, the amount of stuff I actually remember long term is minimal. I ( Read more... )