Well someone told me I had to write more entries on things wonderful thing called LJ but i dont see the point noone ever reads it.. hee hee. Well havent been up to much ( Read more... )

Well self pity is here again and ive had a huge fall back down to reality after 2 weeks of doing nothing im now wishing i was a small animal in a cage..(hee hee) so much work to do and not enough time! never mind ive only got myself to blame..damn it ( Read more... )

Sitting here alone my head spinning like a washing machine gone wrong ( Read more... )

Well just got back from NUS conference with Jen! SOOOO much fun... but now back to reality and feeling down questioning myself over and over!!!!! Realising that I have to start growing up and taking action for my mistakes!!! and start making some decisions! but were the ones I made the right ones??? Am I always going to be feeling like this? ( Read more... )

Its thursday already.. the days just arnt long enough... strted at the gym last night and went today as welL,I really does make you feel better about your self!

Well it's the bash tonight which should be full of random enjoyment I guess...

Well here I am again... Failing at everything I thought I was good at! Feeling like this is not helping..ive never been good at anything... im always the one with the nice bubbly personality..(doh im the ugly bird then..)hee hee ( Read more... )

Well ive done it again... made another enemy ( Read more... )