Well hello there... anybody who actually reads this....hee hee dont think anybody does! well i passed my first yr of uni and i cant wait to get out of this hell nhole that im in called Tiverton where the people are shallow and narrow minded and all my friends have babies or are getting married its so strange! Well the girl i miss the most I can ( Read more... )

yo yo yo whats up? well I got told off today for not updating my journal ever.. so here I am updating..keeping you all in the know!well im currently at Demonfort Uni in Leicester! its great I love! I have made some amazing friends, made a film about space monkies hee hee and got myself a regular slot on the student radio station Demon fm! I am ( Read more... )

well my life is like it has a loop to it in so many ways... I got to college fail all my exams.. I get a boyfriend finish it and then.. they meet someone new and move on and im on my own again! i like a guy they fall my mates im starting to get a bit bored of it all now it just keeps repeating! its like fucking groundhog day!!!! nothing else much ( Read more... )

Ohla! Im back (from outer space) hee hee well the holiday was nothing to write home about but it was ok! lots of sun which was kool! didnt even get drunk damn it! now its back to reality! im im upset and angry! im not going to reading this year as my "mate" did not get me a ticket which sucks all kinds of bum! and i cant afford to but day tickets! ( Read more... )

Hey yall... to all of about 2 eole that read this!! hee hee.. well im sick god dam it! but i am going to sain on saturday! whooo!!! and im not ignoring certain people i have just been busy and sick! im sorry x

Oh my god!!! went to see Keane last night!!! they were amazing!! met them.. got photos and signage!!! then met the support band! Rooneny!!! got an interview with the lead singer!!! hes such a beast!!! had such a great night! with jen, marf, and Rach fanx guys! Well it's rag day today at college so im sat here writing this in a nurses out fit!!! ( Read more... )

Why does everything have to suck!!! well ive achieved lots today... ummm no! I upset my mate and had no intention of doing it i just dont hink before i speak so Jen im soo sorry i love you and i didnt mean instead of trying to be there for you I just made it worse and Im sorry x ( Read more... )

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Well im slowly sinking into self pity and depression again! damn it i always get like this it bugs me!!!!
so why is it so hard to let go..i dont want to..

So hey it's another day and another wake up to the reality of it all damn it! so much to do! i need to sell stuff to get money damn it! being a student can really suck (all kindsa) ass sometimes.. it really can o well 6 weeks left and then its even more down hill from there! all that debt, the lack of kidney useage after the first week ! doh