so today was the first day in 7 days that I have been a "good girl ( Read more... )

 I realized today why I enjoy being busy all the time.  People here think it's crazy that I work so much and I have classes and study like crazy, but I realized I need to be this way.  In a way it keeps me sane; it stops me from thinking about everything that depresses me.  It keeps me from feeling the hollowness of depression. 

Sat. was the first guard comp.  We placed second but had it not been for our time penalty we would have had first ( Read more... )

Yeah it's been awhile.  I always think about updating, I wish I could more often but I have little time ( Read more... )

I want to update but my mind is too wild, i cannot tame it and write my many thoughts so the following will have to do... 
Lyrics say what our hearts have trouble saying.

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
I never want to see you unhappy
I ( Read more... )

 the cute guy at starbucks makes me laugh =]

Yay for no more AP test ( Read more... )

I am so excited for 
1. Graduation
2. MSI concert
3. Katie moving out [no, not because i want her to leave but i think its exciting and a good experince and she has a kickass roomie and a lovely house]
4. The week @ Aunt Kathi's
5. Camping trip
7. My 18th birthday
8. Swimming, fires, friends, no school aka SUMMER
6. College

so i took a few hours trying to figure out the password for this journal
i figured i might as well put my time spent to some good use and write in here a bit.
i actually do enjoy using this journal for personal reasons even if anyone can read in on it.

i find it extraordinary how much i've changed from post to post.
looking back on the good ( Read more... )

Today was the first thing i did all week socially!  besides work which was very fun ...yesterday?  yeah yesterday ( Read more... )